Feeling is the nominalization of “to feel”. The word was first used in the English language to describe the physical sensation of touch through either experience or perception. -wiki..

How can you handle your feelings?.. Hurmm.. interesting happens when things happen through your days and nights.. Is that how you suppose to feel? Are you feeling happy?.. Or sad?.. Complicated?.. Mixed up?.. Yes.. I think it’s mixed up.. I can never be happy, sad or even smile a bit.. It suppose to be mixed up.. And yes.. Im mixed up~ If you think this post it screwed up.. N yes.. It is..

What if you could see the world.. where all your brothers and sisters are all having a great life while you are in such an idiot or better word;”arse”.. well.. Shouldn’t you be proud of their success?.. absolutely you should.. lets take a look your view.. is this suppose who you should be?.. r u willing to stay like this?.. then you’r such a di*k.. thats what ppl might say.. well.. i think it is too.. even if you cant be a superstar for yourself.. then be a superstar for families.. He’s hero.. He’s a star.. He is truly amazing.. Earning lots of cash.. Getting secret admires.. but who is he?.. You’r such a fool if u think u are.. Hes ur brother dammit.. stop pushing.. just admit it.. he’s better than u.. u should be proud.. yes.. u should.. how can you be proud if u have nothing?.. yes2.. just keep saying that u still have families.. friends.. bla3.. cant’s even make own money.. cant even dream of getting the 4 pelik.. not funny.. no charisma.. no creativity.. cant even stand up straight.. lol~

The most joke ever is getting yourself a life mate.. don even think about it when u are such a loser like me.. well.. Im you.. lol~.. even if you just keep saying u can make it.. keep saying there are thousands, millions, billions of them.. but u still can even get one.. lol~ furthermore.. you just getting yourself everytime most memorable moment of kicked out.. what about money? what about it?.. still think can a buy a person with money ah?.. unless u r a businessman.. then u can think something about it.. but if u dont.. u r still such a jerk if still keep thinking that money is everything.. yes.. u do can everything.. but i dont think so.. what do you need actually?.. do you really need money?.. is it money that can buy everything?.. act.. i dont think u do.. u want a car.. but keep thinking money.. it is not the money u want.. it is the car that u want.. money is just a business system.. ppl just keep trying to get money.. but why dont actually pursue the car instead?.. all right.. enough with money.. what about the thing that u want?.. a ferrari?.. a castle?.. gold necklace?.. do you really need them when need happiness?.. these thing will never satisfy.. NEVER!.. true happiness lies between your spiritual self and your world’s need.. i believe u r trying so hard seeking for happiness.. if you cant fill both your faith and need.. u never will.. (sorry justin n jaden.. i just said never!)

This post is a crap.. really is.. Im off to Phi soon.. wish me luck.. Im begging for Your guidance and path.. Grant me the light in case I will fall into darkness.. All praises to Allah..

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jarang2 skali berlaku nih~

btol.. mane ad miracle berlaku byk2 kali..

kalo x.. x jd la miracle.. x gitu?

kite tgk miracle-miracle yg berlaku lam mggu neh~

woot~ kete ak da smpai.. gara2 menang lam acara kire bulu ketiak sndr depan pavi..  siap ad drebar lg.. nk tau sape drebar tu??.. meh kite tgk~

ya~ ini dia~ seorang bos bawak kete?? ak lak jd bos~ hahaha

ha~ tu la die.. driver handalan.. setelah x penah sentuh stering selama lebih 1 tahun.. maybe da 2 tahun kot..

ni die ngah drive sambil di-guide/dikutuk/digelak oleh penumpang2 len.. n ak?.. hanye gelak sampai pecah perut~ smlm baru jahit blk perut..

akhirnye drive2 tersesat mane2 ntah..

las2 sampai sini~

Wangsa Walk

ha.. ni la tmpt tu.. pe name ek tmpt ni?

ntah.. tempat pe ntah ni.. mcm alien nk mendarat je.. maklumlah.. I ni orang kamphong jew tau~ :p

jumpe la star2.. byk gler~ star.. star wars.. star strek.. starbuck.. setapak.. mcm2 la..

gua masuk2 je.. bese la.. wat gaye star sket.. skali.. kene celen ngn star2 kt situ daaa.. pe agi.. ngan macho nye lawan laaa… wah!!! miracle berlaku~

sblm tu kite tgk result bowl sblm ni..

ni score zaman2 mude~

erm.. ni tahun bler ye skor ni.. gua lupe da.. tp tu la.. kite tgk star plg atas tu~ big Boss dpt tinggi tu~ n gua plg nub kot~

yg lain tu xyah tgk ye.. tu sume pelakon star trek.. tp pe yg berlaku kt sini??.. miracle??? big boss kalah di ngn gua plg nub?? hahaha~ gua pn x sangke leh kalahkn pelakon star wars nih.. then pe lg.. big boss kene kutuk kaw2 ngn star2 kt situ~ ak cam bese.. gelak sampai pecah perut.. muahahahahahahahah! (pasni sure ak kalah.. kene bantai2 kaw2 dek boss.. jgn ajak ak main bowl ntuk 1 tahun neh k kengkawan!)